"weder-weder lang iyan"

The weather is so effing HOT (as in HOT with all caps, not just simply hot. grrr)

It's so EFFING HOT your vision starts including those waves when you look at things that are at a distance. You won't experience NOT sweating in a day (unless of course you're filthy rich and you have air conditioning at every room in your house). There would be no choice of clothing except for thin ones and strappy ones. T_T It's really really really hot.. ::sob::

So, enough about the weather. What i feel like writing right now is... Nothing (yeah right, let's see shall we?). I dunno, just not in the mood to use the internet anymore I guess (which I thought I would never say - wait - are those pigs flying?! haha..) I haven't updated much.

So, the good news is: I PASSED everything! ^_^ Yey! I was so nervouse, no, scrath that, I was EXTREMELY nervous, when I was on my way to AdMU to get my grades. I kept picturing myself taking two additional classes instead of just Math, and I almost fainted (LOL.) hehe. I was a bit surprised at my grades actually, coz I was expecting some to be lower than what I got, which all in all was a pleasant surprise. :) It was worth all my sleepless nights and strained eyes. haha! Hmmm, was surprised to get a B in Botany Lab. Now, if only I got that grade too for Botany Lec. (haha, libre mangarap!) At least I got a C! I was praying for a D actually, instead of an F.

So, due to the surprisingly pleasing event, I have now vowed to focus purely on my studies and make all my parents' headaches worth every penny. heehee. I was a bit peeved during first year, as I thought I was making all the hard work required and wasn't getting the grade I think I deserved - what with all the things I had to worry about and do aside from schoolwork. Now I've learned what I should have known ages ago... :) I guess what I was just doing before was whining, and not really doing the work I should be doing, in exchange for all the effort the people I value around me were doing for me. (aww, ::sniff::sniff:: LOL!)

I look at myself now, and it feels so weird that I'm actually writing a blog. In high school, I was just plain jane, an ignoramus - no desire for gadgets, no desire for blogging, real clothes, or whatever stuff most teens my age were raving about... I just did whatever was an available thing to do.. and I actually liked it. Entering college changed my perspective a bit, because it was like I was surrounded by people who... were different than what i was used to.. not just because they were people I didn't know, but because they were people who were... who had different perspectives. :) It was refreshing, and it was enlightening - although I only got to the enlightening part later on... heehee, at least I got there, no? :)

I've decided to update my blog now once a month (wonder if that'll work?). I'll be looking AT OTHER blogs, but not mine. Hehe. Maybe I'll transfer to wordpress.com. The blogs there seem to be more creative.. Hmmm.. that's my plan anyway. But I'll only see in May if it does work. So then I don't have to make numerous blogs here in Blogger. That one blog can contain all the links I want and the stuff I want to write about - like movies and books and social awareness. :)

I'm currently writing fanfiction (again! LOL. The last time was a disaster!) and I think I have a clearer picture of what I want to write. I just want to finish that before Book 7 of HP comes out, or I'll probably stop the whole thing; because my characters are all based from that. I'm currently addicted to Heroes and Amercian Idol. But who isn't, really? lol.

I activated my AISIS account ages ago for online enlistment, but now I find that I can NOT remember my password. Bummer. (-_-)

Disclaimer: The picture of Keira Knightly is a copyright of her and Warner Brothers. :)

Enjoy summer, everyone!^_^