Saturday, February 3, 2007

illuminate


I had my Lit14 midterms yesterday. Originally it was scheduled from 4:30 pm to 9:00 pm. I finished at 6:30. Damn, what a waste of effort on my mom's part. I could have just gone home all by myself, without them having to fetch me. Tsk. It felt odd finishing early... I wrote everything I needed to write, I think. Didn't know some of the objective terms though. Heck, for all I know I''ll only get a C. Or worse. I hope that doesn't happen.

I slept for 30 minutes in the library. Harhar. I felt so refreshed afterwards. Been sleep-deprived because of our botany paper, and upcoming oral report. We just had to be the first. Urgh. >_<

I slept almost the whole day today. Feeling a bit down. I feel like I want to do something. Promote social awareness, do charity, do community work... Just... something. See my multiply blog entry.

I'm surrounded by so many people who are so living in their own beautiful world. All summery and fortunate and blessed. All pretty, beautiful, and comfortable. I'm poisoned by self-absorbed pricks who can't think of anyone else's sufferings aside from their own. Drowning in self-pity because they feel incompetent. Boo-fucking-hoo.

What is it with the present generation?! What is with me today?! URRRGGHH! *_*

I want to do something... but what?

1 comment:

Felisa said...

Oh wow! You know, I feel that way, too. Everytime I complain about something, I just remind myself of the situation in Darfur and think, "I have no right to be b*tching right now!"
It's funny that you mentioned it just now... A few days ago, I added a page on my blog called "Social Awareness" You should check it out ;)
http://euphoricgazelle.wordpress.com/social-awareness/

The Darfur cause is something that I'm really devoted to so please check it out. I don't know if you've read my blog about it but in case you haven't, you might want to read it:
http://euphoricgazelle.wordpress.com/2007/01/15/darfur-genocide/

_Felisa_