Hmmm... I've been a bit moodier than usual, especially at home. Stress is getting to me. ::sigh:: Sometimes I just want to burst out crying just to release some of it and feel lighter later. and let me tell you, i've been crying a lot lately. To list down the things that stress me out here would fill out the whole page, so I'm still trying to summarize it. haha. it's the start of another week and i'm hoping everything all goes well.
hmm... good things have been happening in school, some at home, still a bit stressed. i don't like being stressed. it stems from desiring too much, and the weakness and hopelessness of knowing that you don't control your life entirely, as much as you would like to think it to be. why is it that you try to please others and do what they want because you love them: sacrifice your time, force yourself to be happy, work hard, obey orders, do more than required... but when you make one mistake, EVERYTHING that you have built comes crumbling down. i think i'm gonna cry again, haha.
i've been loving "supernatural" and dean ::squeal!::. sis bought the whole first season in one dvd. hopefully, i'll finish watching the whole thing. :) hate survivor now, yul, how could you vote out jonathan??? stupid people, stupid players.
i need more songs from anna nalick and vanessa carlton. seether, where are you?! rihanna rocks.
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depression is bad, eat chocolates lol. they have endorphins that make you happy. And happy people don't kill. Thanks Elle Woods for that thought.ü Vanessa Carlton's second album?! I totally forgot her na ah, just mastered the first album a long time ago then completely forgot she had her second one. Gimme her songs, gimme.ü
i know... but i don't like chocolates! :( my alternative's ice cream (mr. softy!:)
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